Have you ever thought to yourself about what you're going to be like when you're 80? Ever think about what you'll ACTUALLY remember at that age? Yeah me too... my memory is absolute shit. Most days I'm so damn scatter brained I have issues focusing my energies. There were so many crazy parties, legen - wait for it - DARY stories I've had at drunken college parties, during intense volleyball games, and random trips with friends that I have forgotten. There are so many life lessons I've learned or experiences I've had (don't trust that bitch) whether its relationships or business I wish I could remember. I want to be able to show people who doubt my success what the fuck ya boy is doing to win. I want to be able for my peers to understand what my thoughts are and why I'm hardly around anymore. Most importantly, I'm doing this shit for me. I need to keep myself accountable. I need to be able to look through this page like a personal diary. Like most dudes out there, I am closed off. I hardly speak about my emotional issues. I'll forget the 'in the moment' emotions if I don't share them. I remember when I was like 11, I got super upset at my parents and wrote this long ass note saying "I'M GOING TO RUN AWAY" hahahah, that would of been a hilarious vlog to share.